BlackBird, Fly

I'm never a guy good with sharing myself. 

Physically I am a generous guy with lots of energy and willing to do things even thats crossing the border. 

Yet mentally I've built a great wall for myself and no one can really get in.

One good thing about being here in the US is that I can learn to be a responsible "free man." With no financial burden and all these support I can tell many people are watching how far can I do. 

I doubt myself the same question every time. 

For all these years (Taichung/ Taipei/ Shanghai) I feel like I am naive no more. And the separation between fantasy/ reality is getting clear with my aging.

However, you know better whys that you like to mess it up.  Coz the fantasy gives you the excitement. The feeling of being another myself. 

Oh yea, after almost 5 months the private pilot checkride is right ahead. Next Tuesday. I'm not worries yet I feel like I'm kinda lost these days. Not in the real good mood of doing anything. 

Back to the topic, at least I'm trying to breakthrought my great wall. 

I'm not yet strong enough but I will be that man one day.

Thanks for the waiting, my bro/ gal and family back in Taiwan.